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I decided to write a blog and vent
TODAY SUCKED.
it's only noon,but still...
I HATE SCHOOL. you have no idea. it's so pointless for me to even go.
i have 4 classes: web design is really the only one worth going to because i actually learn in there. the shitty part is, i have to teach my self because the teacher is a dead beat. she's never even in the class with us. she goes to her teacher friend's rooms because she's a gossipy little thing. But i'm getting pretty good at using dreamweaver. thats the ONLY good thing.
in financial literacy (my REQUIRED class) my teacher has us do the most pointless crap. we either do a worksheet or watch a movie. oh, scratch that. we played monopoly the other day. MONOPOLY. i have been playing monopoly since i was old enough to know what money was. and we're spending TWO effing days on that. oh, and when we do worksheets and the class can't find the answer we ask the teacher (seems logical, right?) but the teacher doesnt know! she's like...oh i have no idea what the answer could be. let me look it up on the internet. i'm like...you stupid stupid person. you MADE the worksheet and you dont even know the material you're expected to teach us!? GOD.
then theres psychology. that class is usually alright, but today we slept. no joke. she told us to stretch out on the floor and take a nap. we got participation points for it. can you believe it!??!?! AHH
then in lit mag...oh god. in lit mag we dont do anything. i literally go to that class and draw the whole period. we finished the magazine almost 2 weeks ago...so every day for two weeks i have wasted close to two hours just sitting there.

yeah. i hate school.
then to top it all off....
the school paid a photographer 1500 dollars to take a picture of the senior class. not only did the picture take us almost an hour to take (stupid seniors can't figure out how to line up by height....wow). They ended up taking a practice picture. a good picture, and a funny-face picture. 1500 dollars for three pictures seems a little steep but i guess if everyone in the senior class is going to get one, that's fair, right? WRONG.
i pre-ordered the pictures. i went to pick them up today at lunch and guess what... i handed the guy my 35 dollar check (yeah, 35 bucks for three pictures....EFFING RIDICULOUS) and he's like "oh sorry, i ran out of pictures." i'm like...wtf. you ran out of pictures? i pre-ordered mine. he's like well, we didnt count on people coming to buy them who didnt order them so we didnt print enough of them. i'm like ....DUDE. YOU GAVE MY PREORDERED PICTURES TO SOME DOUCHE BAG WHO DIDNT BOTHER TO ORDER THEM?! hes like well yea, i guess we did. sorry.

somehow i think they should have actually KEPT A DAMN RECORD of who ordered them and who didnt. that way the people who ordered them and had the money ready to pay for them actually got their effing pictures.




wow. its been a loooooong day.
this blows.


Its funny though, i had a bad day so i came storming into the apartment (which was empty because dads still at work) and flop down on my bed with my computer and Ashes comes up to me, gives me a kiss (which is super rare...she's not the kissy type) and makes herself comfortable on my stomach. i love her so much. all that anger and stress just melted away when she looked up at me. she knows me so well its unbelievable.
i love that she senses how stressed i am and actually makes an effort to make me feel better. that's pretty good for a cat...you have to admit.
smory is being silly. she's walking around the apartment meowing with her babies in her mouth =)

I love my girls so much...they always brighten up my day without even trying.
*sigh*
only a few more weeks go to until graduation.
lets pray that i make it without having a mental breakdown from the stupidity of school.

<3 Erica